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I want to sleep but When I want to sleep Demons of thoughts start crawling on surface of my brain Emotions start flowing through the veins Regrets stand in front of me and shine so brightly that blinds my vision My body stretches and relaxes continuously My heart starts demanding things which I can't afford Stomach aches differently Volume of music is hurting my ears Every pore of my body is alive and in pain I want to sleep Sleep wants me to wrap in her arms Give me warmth of peace  But these demons start pushing me to the dark Where the memories came one by one Someone is calling me for mercy Someone wants relief from me Someone wants to hurt me again Memories are coming one by one in an utter sequence wrapped in the emotions entangled with the regrets. I still want to sleep but Memories start bleeding I want to ignore them and sleep But They took me to the old paths Paths which I left because those paths did not bother me Memories always took to tha ...

Money is blind road Empty page always foges me to write something and I always deny such technical thought. Why? I really do not know about it. What I know about me is that I had started writing blogs because I want to earn money but then my aims are shattered. Why again? because money is not something which you can earn simply. It needs hard wok time, sweat and many efforts. Rather if I liked to say that earning money is more about the second or by-product of your passion then it would be a better choice of words. Yeas because so far I found about online earning and all this stuff,  I get to the point that money is just a blind road.  Where if you start walking ended up blindness and it would be more good for you to dream bigger than money because it wil benefit you in all ways. Money is a way to buy happiness but if you start and learn to be happy without money it would be more feasible for you, Today I lost my phone in a way that I was living with one hope. Yes, on...

Lust or Affection sometimes we just have a lust for anything.  Lust sometimes we just have a lust for anything. May be lust is a harsh word to say but yes it is lust !!! Lust to see someone for days of days. We do not bother why we are looking at them, we just want to look. It seems like non-sense but it is the truth. Just check your behaviour towards certain people to whom just have a sight intersection. It became part of our daily routine and if it gets disturbed due to unknown reason we just forget about this and do not bother. Have you experience such a silent relation which is totally illogical and silly. Similarly, we have affections with our cups, bed, blankets and pillows. Humans have different associations with different things and this may be to some belongings or some persons.  Sometimes we took this affection so habitually that we do not feel any need to know the person. It can be due to so many reasons: We do not have time for such silly affections ...

WAHSHAT ... I met her last night, is it horrifying, disastrous or fantastic?!? Is it a fantastic night, a horrifying night, terrible end, disastrous beginning, or something in between all of these. But it has a great impact, or this time is still a chunk of that misery . Whatever is around us is a nightmare, or it is a dream, and what if you left your senses conscious and thinking over the flow of the river. Can this river flow will make the journey, will it take us to our destination or we die without any proper end. What is going on ? is it what we are living is unconscious, is it some other world, what is in mind is that the real world? Are ibadat enough to get into paradise or we need something more than paradise. Wahshat... I met her last night! Although nightmare starts with the sleep, sleep when our soul is set free and she is gone to some other world, it might be not coming to me as I woke up. Maybe due to traffic jams in that world or what but I remained partially ...

Why I start blogging about WWF Eco Internship?? I started blogging when i got duties for awareness campaign of Cleaning Initiative! My first blog was all about the plastics that why we must constrain ourselves from plastics. We actually chose our project work against the Plastics ,  Cleaning Initiative - WWF Eco Internship Why? Because I always feel that beauty of my city is all destroyed due to piles of plastic bags on road sides and canal sides.Canal is all lined with green tall trees and if you looked down to these trees you will find only rash plastics, wrappers and plastic bottles,If you are going to impress by the extraordinary infrastructure and roads linking then at the same time you will be embarrassed by smelling the toxic due to burning plastic trash at any road side or empty ground. Plastic Bag Trash is Reason for Blogging!! Although when ever we bought anything from any shop regardless of price and shape we demand for a separate shopping bag, because th...

PTC Markhors created Cleaning  initiative -a campaign against plastic bags as it is becoming a major land. marine and air pollution HOW? Check it out  Cleaning Initiative - Blogger .Awareness is a major part of cleaning initiative project. Today's post is about the questionnaire that how a questionnaire is useful for awareness purposes. Questionnaire Survey vs Questionnaire: What's the difference? | SurveyMonkey Questionnaire for awareness was handwritten LOGO drawn by me Questionnaire was prepared by me. Now problem was we did not have time to type and to print of questionnaire so i wrote all the questions by hand. Even draw the monograms of WWF and logo of our group PTC MARKHORS. At about 2 am of cold night, when everyone around me is sleeping and I was writing questions. I got some material by myself and then I stuck badly . At that time I contacted my group members and they responded and more-overly showed their confidence in me so I did all that with a gr...

One Minute Awareness Video : WWF Eco Internship  The environment awareness one minute video is a technique which takes your one minute. WWF Eco Internship introduced us about one minute video on third day in order to highlight environmental issues. So here is the third day activities of WWF Eco internship . We are going to learn about 1 minute video. At first we submitted the money collected by sold shirts for saving SNOW LEOPARDS. I t was exciting for me because we are going to learn about the how awareness campaign must be gone and how we can make it more effective through digital and print media. For this purpose as always started with a lecture by an expert from the WWF  who deals with the digital awareness part. He shared his experience in working in different channels for documentations and after all this he introduce a new idea of one minute video and encourages us about  what's 1 minute video. We made a 1 minute awareness video  ...

WWF tasked us to sell the WWF shirts imprinted with snow leopards and WWF monogram. It's a part of awareness campaign for survival of endangered species Snow leopard . TASK BY WWF ECO INTERNSHIP: WE SOLD WWF SHIRTS Before the third day of internship, we were ( we= group) supposed to sell all the shirts given to us. each group has 10 members and got 20 shirts. seemingly 2 per person.But things would always changed when in men's hands. we have to go to shops and roads and homes in order to sell the shirts by making them aware as well. awareness of Snow leopard awareness about how shirts imprinted with snow leopard and WWF can spread message. message of saving earth, nature and Snow Leopard . SO, responsibilities were divided sch that girls will take  two or four shirts and sold them in neighborhood and relatives on other hand boys took more shirts and conquered the markets. Surprisingly they did all this same. boys have many ...

Second Day😃 WWF Eco internship in BSS On second day of WWF Eco-internship following are the activities which grasped us whole day in BSS . Blunder : Second day  was started with full of anxiety and pressure that who will present project proposal. Discussions are going on and then i found that our Facebook page's screen shot was not in prepared presentation. At eleventh hour such situation made us nervous but we all cooped with it . Topic  : Our solid waste management  domain was all different from other groups. One of other  groups decided to discuss the energy issues and other one discussed the School homework pressure on the Young Children. Though these topics are also very good but we want to stick our topic because we want to clean our surroundings and it was not just a topic in a project but our intention to clean our surroundings, its name also indicates same.😉 Lecture : The WWF Eco internship day always starts with a new lecture.  second d...

First day of WWF Eco internship was a day when i got to know about awareness. Now I am telling you more about the activities planned for the Eco internship at Beacon house PTC. Introduction  It's all about W.W.F and Eco internship.Introduction key points were written already on previous post. Video about W.W.F it was actually a documentary on services of organisation in Pakistan and other countries. Discussion about endangered species Lecture on Environment  Documentary on MARKHORS    Markhors being the national animals of Pakistan very special species. but sadly it is endangered one. So  factors about its extincting were discussed. Here is that documentary by WWF. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dw8Fpen3czQ Activities Grouping Here we all divided into four groups. Each group consists about 9 to 10 members. Sir Haris was conducting this activity session. Each group allowed o decide 2 leaders male and female and a group na...

WWF organised many internships and workshops each year to spread awareness about nature preservation. One of such  Eco-internship   was attended by me and here are details. W.W.F Eco internship in my School!!😃 My First internship In summer 2016, Beaconhouse School System Palm tree campus announced an internship at WWF. Registrations were started at once and prevailed until a specific number of students would been registered. Before the internship starts summer break had been over and we all were busy again in our routines. We waited and waited unless weather swaps and we all cover ourselves  with furry clothes and jackets. Winter 2017, an e-mail surprised us-- E-mail from W.W.F for the Eco-internship .Now we get set to go.It was a time of year when we were free and anxiously waiting for something. All the registered ones reached school having hearts filled with excitement. There were two members from W.W.F one named Sir Usman other was Sir Haris. They came all the...