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I'm at the point where I know that everything has an end—whether it's of your choice, completely opposite, or anything in between right and wrong. But everything must die. Every atom is decaying; some circumstances make them radioactive, and their decay is noticeable, while others decay silently. All I have to do is make peace with myself. I'm at the point where I enjoy failure, rejection, and the turning of the tables. Smoothness is boring. Challenges, rejections, and disappointments from the people around me are the most exciting things that happen to me. I like every path that breaks me more and more because I want to learn more about this world and myself. I want to see the world in greater depth. I don’t want to win this time—I want to succeed in moving on. I am pushing myself out of the box through bushes, fire, woods, and storms—I just want to cross this road of life with pride. I want to have wounds of pride rather than live the life of a coward. I'm accepting e...

Shadows are only visible in darkness.  I have often wondered about the wisdom behind the darkness in our lives. My belief in Allah's divine wisdom led me to question the purpose of this darkness that sometimes overtakes us. Today, as I tried to capture a photo of my shadow, the flash engulfed it, and the light made the shadow disappear. I couldn’t see or capture it anymore.   This made me reflect on how darkness impacts our lives. It allows us to see the shadow of our own soul—how damaged or wounded it might be. Pure souls can't survive in corrupted environments, and often, circumstances are designed to remove them from such filth and lead them to places meant for their purity.   Darkness reveals every beam of light that enters in your heart. I am reminded of Rumi's words: "The wound is the place where the light enters you." While I can see everything with my physical eyes, my Lord is gradually opening the inner eye of my soul. Slowly, I am beginning to understa...

 All emotions are present at same time in human brain or body, it's all depend on the gradual building of point which can trigger the emotion. It's not different from the clock of your K-map, if the potential of specific emotion is start getting high it crosses the limit of explosion and exploded. But what if the environment is still feeding it, it will be harmful or could be damaging to the person facing it and others around them.  The food to any emotion and feeling whether it's sadness, happiness, rejection, appreciation or hopelessness; comes from environment. What people are saying to you on a longer time and how impactful those people in your life, the music. Music has different theories but it's very impactful in the synapses the chemical responses in the brain. Your playlist is telling you alot about our mental health but we can't recognize during the flow of these nutrients of depression. But untill we experienced everything and can help someone else. It...

Panic Attack: A Serious Illness That Demands Attention Panic attacks are a serious mental health issue. You might be experiencing them yourself, or you may know someone going through them. During a panic attack, you lose control of your senses for a few seconds. You desperately want to breathe, but you can’t. The reasons might vary—personal trauma, prolonged stress, or even medical triggers. A panic attack often stems from unresolved stress, skipping meals, sleep deprivation, or crying for extended periods. It reaches its peak when a more severe event hits, causing your body to collapse under pressure. Your nasal cavity shrinks, making breathing almost impossible, and darkness clouds your vision. It’s as though death is closing in on you. You wish to regain control, but the high heart rate and breathlessness trap you in despair. Distraction: A Possible Lifesaver In such moments, a distraction can be life-saving. It could be someone unaware of your condition, unintentionally drawing you...

1. The Eternal Question In the middle of every night, I wake up from my bed with wide open eyes and ask my Lord, "Why did You send me to this world?" This is not a new question, and I have been in search of the answer for years. But I am still unable to find the answer. We all have a lot of questions that originate in our brains and pass through our bloodstream. I would like to say we live a life of certain questions. This differs in the patterns of our lives and journeys, but some questions are above the journey, and they will stay with us until the end of our lives.  Philosophy of life and existential questions drive us to search for the purpose of life and meaning of life , as we constantly ask ourselves life's deepest questions. 2. Questions of Society Most of the questions that we ask by looking at the surroundings, e.g., why are the poor born poor and why can’t the rich help them? Why do people die of hunger, and why can’t people feed them? Why, regardless of ...

 This year is going to end and I want to summarize my year here, a-lot of people will read this and a-lot of people who I want to read this will not as always. I have taken alot of wrong decisions this year and it is full of regrets having people and not letting them go at early. I chose wrong places and people to rely on and it gave me a lot of wisdom in return. I learn how to smile when you lost it in the dust of life problems, I learn to take help from strangers and feel the divine help in the severe darkness, I become very strong and self aware. I learn how to become courageous to collect your own pieces and get free from alot of expectations and take deep breaths in fresh air.  

Finding Happiness Beyond Goals and Possessions In today’s world, many of us are chasing something—whether it’s the next achievement, the next paycheck, or the next promotion. We think these things will make us happy, but what if they don’t? Let’s talk about why real happiness might be different from what we’ve been led to believe. The Problem with Achievement-Based Happiness You know that high you get when you reach a big goal? That’s dopamine, our brain’s reward chemical, kicking in. But here’s the thing: it doesn’t last. After a while—maybe an hour or so—that feeling fades, and many people are left wondering, “Is that it?” This often happens when we attach our happiness to achievements. Once we get there, there’s no place left to go. The journey’s over, and we’re left with a sense of emptiness. Think about how often we’re told to “dream big” and “reach for more.” It’s good to have goals, but if our happiness relies entirely on the next big thing, we end up in a cycle of always wantin...