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 This year is going to end and I want to summarize my year here, a-lot of people will read this and a-lot of people who I want to read this will not as always. I have taken alot of wrong decisions this year and it is full of regrets having people and not letting them go at early. I chose wrong places and people to rely on and it gave me a lot of wisdom in return. I learn how to smile when you lost it in the dust of life problems, I learn to take help from strangers and feel the divine help in the severe darkness, I become very strong and self aware. I learn how to become courageous to collect your own pieces and get free from alot of expectations and take deep breaths in fresh air.  

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  1. Anonymous6 November 2024 at 14:16

    Rog soch k mohabatan de layie fer rona changi gal nai
    Pehly haass k ankheyan milayie fer rona changi gal nai

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