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I have to push myself, I know already the whole of my life is in front of me, I know better that no one ever comes forward to push me to do my tasks, and nobody can not be. I do not have a shoulder which can soak my tears and make me fly without wings, it's always me vs me; I know it very well. Still, I wake up daily and wait for the miracle.
I have to grow new wings and again fly towards unknown directions and destinations, I want to do this and I have to do this.
Only Me is the person who actually knows what I actually want, What actually needed the most. I actually exactly know. I need death.

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