Move Move and Move

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Move  Move

I am writing after so long, maybe because I was trying to be more mature or act like that. people around believed that not expressing yourself is a sign of maturity and I was trying what they said as absolutely an act of immaturity again. 
Filling my heart with unseen emotions after the emptiness and then making it empty again for another spell is not easy for sure But I did it again and again and now I am not feeling any sort of shame in expressing this all because I survived in a world where a lot of people commit suicide because they don't have the courage to brace their wounds, they get every day and each day because of having expectations and getting hurt again ad again, expectations from themselves or from people around them. This is not something I was going to write but I wrote it because maybe I have had this in my head since last week.

I am proud of myself and this is what a person needs to move forward to be alive to stay and breathe and survive, 

 I am proud of myself and this is what a person needs to move forward to be alive to stay and breathe and survive, if you can be proud of yourself, you can appreciate the struggles of people around you. I am just half of the way and my words are not supporting me anymore.

 I am familiar with this emptiness 

I have a track to move but the track is empty but more important is that I am familiar with this emptiness and I know at the end of this emptiness there will be another empty path and I have to walk walk walk and move move move until I am able to make this path pretty enough that people following me,  would have a beautiful path, who can have less difficult life than me and who know that there is always a way whether it is emptiness or isolation. I could say a lot more but stay tuned!


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