Regrets For Having Regrets

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Regrets For Having Regrets 

In the dark night with no moon cool breeze and plane sky with lots lots of stars which lost their shine because of my vision. My vision is lost to my regrets

Regrets of not being completely able to do to what i am supposed to do regrets

Regrets of waiting for something which i lost in the pain regrets 

Refrets of waiting for more pain regrets 

Regrets of not stopping myself from being in constant pain. Regrets of becoming the victim

Become the cursed one regret of being not sufficient

Regret of still consistently and constantly progressing life regrets of having regrets 

Regrets of not to be efficient in Loving someone

Of being loved 

Regrets of not being what i supposed to be

Regrets of not letting go the sorrow 

The moon less nights cool breeze and empty heart with regrets is heavier than ever still holding the breath still not stay still still having flowing with the loads of regrets is producing other regrets













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